STATUS: I feel like a pile of dog droppings 
oh hai guys! yeah sorry bout not posting, a lot has happened. it may take a while to explain… im really sorry if this post sounds… you know… a bit *itchy but I really need to vent right now. ill start from 2 weeks ago:
You know how in my last post I was talking about how I went to the movies with *he who shall remain nameless*? yea it was good. nothing really happened… it was just us being awkward and talking throughout the whole thing. Anyways, so if you haven’t already guessed I got his number so for the past 2 weeks straight we’ve been texting non stop. Well in the middle of the week before last week he sent me a text saying he liked me. 
it was real cute! after that it was just kind of normal until last sunday. That’s when he asked me to be his official girlfriend! woot woot!! yea so everything has been fine and dandy with *he who shall remain nameless*. However, my one friend is getting on my nerves.
She is one of those people who love attention. If your not happy for her she will make you feel sorry for her. It’s gotten really bad though. I keep wanting to tell her about *he who shall remain nameless* (you know cuz it is really the only thing that made me happy throughout my years in school. the idea that somebody actually likes me) but every single time I just wanna talk about it with her she gets depressed about something that happened with this one guy she liked last year. He was a senior while she was a freshman and they weren’t allowed to date. now he’s off at college and she is still upset about it. I can understand that but when im happy about something she makes it into some sort of lets-talk-about-me-and-my-problems-instead. Then after talking about her, I get all depressed cuz each time we talk she tells me a different sob story about how sucky her life is.
That’s not even the worst part. I was at my church for this one thing we were doing for youth group. Not only was my friend there but so was my other friends band. In their band there is this one kid who is just completely adorable and I’ve had a crush on him ever since I met him like a year ago. (yea I no I sound kind of bad right now saying I have a crush on someone other than my boyfriend but this has been going on much longer than french class and I still really like *he who shall remain nameless*) So at this event my friend pulled me over to the side and told me that my other friend was going to try and hook my crush up with her.
Can I just tell you, on the outside I was smiling but on the inside my brain blew up. When it blew up there wasn’t even confetti, just ashes.
I tried so hard to look happy for her. throughout the whole night she kept asking me how to talk to guys and be flirty cuz she thought she was ugly. furious I screamed that she was pretty and that she should just be herself. (pretty intimidating right?) Finally when we were waiting to play manhunt she started talking to him. I couldn’t even look it just made me feel sick. then after playing a round of hiding I asked what happened and she said that they were laying next to each other and cuddling. Right then all attention went to her.
There is one detail that is bothering me though… this morning she said she texted him all night. However my other friend was sleeping in the same room and my crush and he said that he was sleeping the whole time and was not texting anyone.
This may sound mean because this is just and assumption but I think she faked the whole thing about cuddling and texting him.
I thought best friends were supposed to support each other and be happy for one and other? y do I feel like its impossible to do that with her?
Hoping to get help I looked at my one friend but she wouldn’t let me look off of her paper. I stood there a bit more before I heard *he who shall remain nameless* whispering my name. I looked over at him and he just smiled and laughed a little. I asked him if he knew the answer but he didn’t know. Again I just stood at the blank board. Then I heard him again. This time when I looked he was holding a piece of paper that had the answer written on it and giving me that chooky smile of his! I quickly wrote it down and ran back to my seat. I asked him how he got the answer and he said that he looked over my friends shoulder and copied down her answer cause he didn’t wanna see me standing up there like an idiot. 
… I use that word a lot) that I sit next to. Anyways, let me tell you about my day today and how he made it so freaking splendid. 
WHOALY-!!! I tried so hard at that moment to not squeal uncontrollably!!!!! Luckily I contained myself and let out a cute giggle (well I hope it was cute). 